no, there's no more "one more time" anymore.

notafrooser @ 2006-12-07T21:36:00

2006-12-08T02:36:53Z

notafrooser @ 2006-11-29T16:44:00

2006-11-29T21:44:26Z

and then

saturday night angela came over very late. we ate a lot of food, provoked my brothers into staying up all night, drew an amazing replica of coco and fell asleep watching scrubs. in the morning we watched more scrubs before angela had to leave.

sunday i was very lazy, missed a meeting, i don't even remember what i did other than call up laura.

auditions started monday. yeah musical. tuesday was the mlk assembly, and i forgot that peter paul and mary was going to play so i was really surprised. my history class thinks i'm on drugs. more auditions, including a since u been gone sing-along, david levitz's inspiring aladdin, rick kelley and me making a fool of myself singing respect. it was pretty wonderful.

driver's ed is never exciting, but it was a very good day. i decided to stop working and sleep because i'm still sick and it's unpleasant.

today was short. we learned important lessons about where babies come from in history. laura and i pestered people 6th, and then i went home unusually early. driver's ed tonight.

this entry has been outrageously boring. now i remember why i don't write in this more often.

probably some pictures soon.

we're glad it's gone away

2006-11-25T18:33:22Z

well tra la la.

last week amadeus was performed. besides two embarassing mistakes on my part, i thought the show went tremendously well. after the friday show, a lot of people went to friendly's. had some crazy fun with alex, julie, max and emily. we ate too much, felt gross, ate more. took some embarassing pictures of max.

saturday morning i had an a mortifying experience, then emily came over to help me bake a cake, then max drohan and laura came. our cake was beautiful, we went on a picnic to eat it but big foot attacked and ate most of it. my mom didn't think this was a funny joke. post-picnic, we drew and watched the royal tenenbaums in my basement.

everybody left, and i went to caroline's zenon dance party. there was little dancing, but a lot of attempting to play pictionary.

on sunday i ate pizza and injured my finger at the set strike. alex and i went to cosi's afterwards and had a delicious cake.

monday i don't really remember. zing! tuesday morning i had to be at school really early. a cheery day, for no particular reason. after school laura and i took a nice walk, then i hung out with drohan, will and julie for a while. max and emily joined us. i left, found ram and evan, who had locked themselves out of evan's car, and watched them break in with a clothes hanger.

michael's house for the denzel washington movie marathon. we had some really ridiculous pizzas, watched training day and inside man. jeff picked up laura and i, we returned to the ahking household, played jenga, ate lots of crackers and painted.

left laura's early wednesday, finished the bird shirt. was abducted on my way to driver's ed and spent the evening driving around with ashley, katie and ben. eventually we ended up at nadia's house and she gave us pizza, which was great.

thanksgiving! went to my grandmother's. it was fairly typical, pretty boring. we left early. katie jessie and sophie picked me up and we went to katie's dad's to hang out. katie and i drew yet another comic and fell asleep after promising to just take a nap.

yesterday katie and sophie dropped me off at home and laura came over. we took a pretty walk, talked by the powerlines, ate pie and colored a little. we watched too much "what not to wear" and laura went home.

angela's coming over toniiiiight hopefully.

this entry has been too long! it's been a nice relaxing break though. not too excited about going back to school monday.

notafrooser @ 2006-11-15T21:57:00

2006-11-16T02:57:07Z

the world suddenly seems small

2006-11-16T02:18:10Z

okay.

last friday i had some confusing plans. went to the mlk day meeting, enjoyed hearing mr. tuthill admit to his own awkwardness, talked about power rangers. long rehearsal for amadeus, then off to dinner with emily, max, alex, julie and laura. sat with the fabulous emily and max and we had a fabulous time, even though max pushed me. then some time was spent in the whale, then home.

on saturday laura and i went to the insane tech rehearsal. it felt a lot like alice and wonderland. pretty insane stuff, glad to get out of there. headed straight to my katie's house. we ate the strange foods i brought, watched thank you for smoking and hours and hours of lost. tried staying up all night, but failed. in the morning we had a fantastically unhealthy breakfast and watched more lost.

i spent most of sunday doing work, but just could not concentrate. then there was monday. we got to work with the artist in photography, and he reminds me of jack nicholson from the shining, so i liked him. lots of rehearsal. tuesday we performed our photography things, and they were lovely. lots of rehearsal, plus driver's ed.

today i was in a really really cheery mood. laura schatz and i ate candy and decided to ignore work during sixth period. it was kate's last day (muy triste) so we applauded her in history. my cheery mood was somewhat killed by rehearsal, which was way way too long. skipped driver's ed to do work, but now i'm just procrastinating by uploading pictures.

suckah!

notafrooser @ 2006-11-09T19:46:00

2006-11-10T00:46:54Z

it's been a strange week.

i can't remember what i did friday, but that night i went with ross, laura, michael and caroline to see borat. it was hilarious, but really ridiculous. we saw james there with his family and were really surprised. afterwards we went to friendly's, then home.

saturday morning my mom and i went driving/shopping, then i drove on over to katie's house. she is precisely what i need after a week of school. we had the house to ourselves, so we hung out in her room, drew a fabulous comic, ordered chinese food like always and watched trashy tv. exactly.

then zach called and katie, jessie and i went to meet him and see borat, but it was sold out. so we went to the mall, wandered around aimlessly, then went back to the movie theater. it was equally hilarious, and we had a lot of candy. jessie's car broke in the parking lot, we waited around and got home late. katie and i were going to nap, but then we ended up sleeping all night and i left early the next morning.

on sunday michele and i got terribly lost trying to find st. timothy's, but i got there for the last 20 minutes. we went dress-shopping for her, bought a half pound of fudge and drove home rocking out to lame punk rock. spent the remainder most of the day drawing in my room, then made shelly take me to get a movie/pizza.

monday was conference, did some work, slept.

tuesday wednesday thursday. blah blah blah. yesterday laura and i took a walk in the rain and got soaked, but it was worth it.

everything feels really dream-like. i want something to wake me up.

chemicals weigh me down

2006-11-03T02:04:33Z

this week's been good.

monday was spent anticipating halloween. not much else matters.

halloween was fairly exquisite. i was a robot, dressed up for school. spent a lot of time in the boy's dressing room after school with max, drohan and will o'brien. went home, prepared, then katie and laura came over. we colored/wrote in my carebear coloring book. emily, julie and max joined us and we went out trick-or-treating. it was such a great idea. one of the better halloweens.

emily and julie slept over and in the morning emily cried black tears. wednesday was really good, simply because it was. after school i just wasted a lot of time, then went to get a facial. it was a really bizarre experience. i couldn't tell how much time was passing and my hands and feet were all wrapped in mittens. really odd. from there, i went to part of michele's senior night, where i met a really cute little girl and saw pat. then to driver's ed, during which i texted laura in boredom.

i've done so little work this week.

today i rushed around and made lists of all the things i have to do. there was tech and then some stories about macaroni dreidel. came home at a reasonable time and did work, for the first time since monday.

i'm fairly excited about this weekend, but i have no reason to be.

i'm still a little confused. i would like to understand.

i'm not thinking of you again

2006-10-29T19:36:06Z

okay.

on wednesday, laura emily and i found a mattress on the side of the road. being brilliant, emily started jumping on it. we stayed on the mattress and took a lot of pictures, then walked back to school. we had a while to wait around, ordered chinese, then daisy rehearsal.

thursday was the first performance. we messed up the game scene brilliantly.

friday we pulled it off, again. we were even crazier, ate lots of candy, laura wore eyebrows, evan improvised. made the show even better than before. afterwards, katie laura and i went to laura's for the partay. there was dancin and other such things. a terrible picture was taken. there was slight confusion with getting home, but we had a lot of fun.

afterwards, i slept at katie's. we watched tv and ate pasta and snuggled.

saturday morning i got confirmed. eh? went out to lunch with michele, my mom and uncle frankie. really, really scared uncle frankie. afterwards, shelly katie and i drove around in the rain and found ways to amuse ourselves.

went to laura's, we killed time before the concert by talking and spending a long time getting ready.

we got the concert, met an incredible woman, saw some people who were really dressed up. we paid no attention to the opening band. they played fantastic music between sets, we danced.

then third eye blind. the whole audience was crazed, it was packed. we yelled the words to every song. they played five songs in their encore. it was absolutely wonderful insanity. laura and i left in a near-deaf, sore-throat, immensely pleased daze.

wendy's for frosties, back to laura's, lots of potato chips and rocky horror. slept late, came home, trying to do work.

this week started off rough, got better, then got great.

what should i be for halloween?

honesta quam magna. hinc spes effulget.

i can't seem to get it through your head

2006-10-25T01:56:00Z

damn it, i've gotten so lazy at updating this.

so, last week was fairly bizarre. i was tired and things were pretty tense in general. apparently i looked half-dead. daisy rehearsals started getting longer, and more irritating. on thursday i went to the darfur rally, and unfortunately missed the best speaker. it was a good, if only mildly enthusiastic, rally. there was a long, sad, strange phone call thursday night.

friday there was a rock paper scissors tournament, which i did poorly in. laura, max, emily and i talked in the art gallery in the dark. laura was fairly frantic. after school and a long boring rehearsal, alex laura and i went all the way to johnny rocket's because that's what laura wanted and it made us feel better. i fell asleep and made things weird on the way back to school.

we came back for the hypnotist. i almost fell asleep, worried a few people. laura was hypnotized next to me and said lots of great things. it was amusing, definitely. afterwards laura and i really needed to talk, so we sat in the whale for a while.

my weekend was relaxing. i spent time with katie on saturday, then went pumpkin-picking. spent saturday night reading and sleeping. on sunday i dyed my hair and went to church.

yesterday and today i had long daisy rehearsals. i came in after fourth today becaues i needed to sleep. it was a good day, for no reason other than that it was. maybe this week won't be the death of me after all.

thursday and friday are daisy performances. i don't know if i should say to come or not. it's going to be fairly awful. but hey, there's treasure-hunting and bolsheviks. what more could you want?

notafrooser @ 2006-10-15T20:10:00

2006-10-16T00:31:02Z

well good golly.

this week - rehearsals and such. um. the best parts were sign-making with tyler, everyone being dressed up and spirited.

friday after school there was the cross country race. i briefly joined a game of ultimate frisbee, but did only one useful thing. afterwards, emily julie molly and i had a cute girly dinner at the elbow room. i feel as though i don't get to see them anymore, so it was great to have time with just us. we shared all our food and stayed too long and then walked back to k-o and talked in the dark.

saturday morning i worked at the amnesty booth with emily, jill, ross, greg, molly, chris, assorted other people throughout the day until laura came in the afternoon. we took a walk to a church, came back, got bored and walked to subway for dinner. on the way back we came across something beautiful and horrifying and couldn't stop looking for ten minutes. in hysterics, we ran back to the school and sat in the dark.

then emily the lauras and i went to laura schatz's to get ready for homecoming. there was dancing and singing and pictures. homecoming was ridiculous. dancing, woozy, confusion, crying? madness. it was amazing and fun and completely terrifying. afterwards emily slept over and we talked about how nothing made sense and called max and didn't make any sense and emily proclaimed that she hated the meatball, but she ate it anyway.

in the morning jacob came and took me to the renaissance faire. we ate too much, gossipped, took pictures, jacob ate too many damn pickles. it was great, especially since i don't see him often enough. back home, then to church with michele. eehh.

it'd be better if they just broke. do you think it'll break?
let's count to ten and walk away.
i want to look back, just one more time.
no you can't, there's no more one more time anymore.

that was beautiful, laura jean ahking.

who'd wanna be such a control freak

2006-10-10T02:01:52Z

i wait too long to update this.

last monday laura and i went to johnny rockets. we got pins and they played my song.

this week was: driver's ed, a little rehearsal, tired, work, etc. not much of interest, except sign-making with tyler on thursday which was fun and amusing as always.

friday was, i think, a good day of school. after rehearsing for a while, went to see fearless with michael alex and julie. it was pretty ridiculous, but really amusing. after that we waited for emily for quite some time back at k-o, then she came and we went to julie's. there was a feast and some svu and lauren came.

saturday morning i woke up quite early and michael picked me up for the park road parade. we got alex levine, met up with heather. met people dressed as animals and a woman who yelled obnoxiously. after the parade, we drove over to whole foods and sat around for a long time until emily came. alex, emily and i walked to deirdre's, chatted with deirdre and her mom, emily locked the oven. we watched welcome to the dollhouse.

lauren came, we met up with ben and enrique and walked to cosi's for dinner. then we journeyed back to whiting lane and watched desperately seeking susan at deirdre's. sleep. in the morning after lauren left, we had breakfast at a.c. peterson's. home.

later that night, laura came over and we went to keeney street school for a picnic. it was pretty cute. we then walked home.

today i did a lot of work and went out driving and confirmation. lovely.

my horoscope says this will be a busy and stressful week. i hate horoscopes.

notafrooser @ 2006-10-08T22:26:00

2006-10-09T02:49:39Z

hold on, hold on to your old ways

2006-10-01T22:42:38Z

too long.

overview:
last sunday went to the trial of socrates. it started later than we thought, so ms. savin and i swapped life stories and we ate greek food. michael and i got a round of applause. they loved us.
monday i don't really remember. unimportant.
tuesday i was supposed to go to driver's ed but i had a strange afternoon and a headache and didn't go.
wednesday i did go to driver's ed, and saw stu and drew pictures.
thursday i helped make some wonderful signs for amnesty and put them up. went to get my permit, but was missing something, really inconvenient.
friday after school there was general hanging around, a lot of rehearsing, wendy's with heather laura and max, then comedy night. funnier than last year. got the "crowd pleaser" with max heather and rick at friendly's.

but more importantly, katie and i had an outstanding time in new york yesterday. we wandered around times square, picked up some russian boys at the toys r us who we conspired to meet up with later, but couldnt, took pictures of katie with the naked cowboy, bought popcorn-magic, got proposed to, etc.

after all of our wandering, we went to the sufjan stevens concert. it was phenomenal. honestly one of the most beautiful things i've ever witnessed. my brightest diamond opened, and they were very good, absolutely adorable. then sufjan played a long and incredible set. the whole band wore wings. wings. it blew me away. i cried. katie and i left in complete ecstacy.

we left the show, walked to get ourselves dunkin' donuts, then walked back to the hotel. on the way we got invited to party a few times, but declined. in our room we ate chocolate and popcorn and watched "mini's first time" which is twisted and wonderful. fell asleep, ate breakfast with a rude waiter in the morning, drive home.

what a beautiful day. i've been in such a funk and this weekend made me feel a lot better. today i've organized my knick-knacks, which always makes me happy, and listened to my new cds and eaten flavor ice and just felt good.

here goes.

what's up? jesus, jesus is up!

2006-09-24T01:20:16Z

oy vey.

last sunday night i fell asleep on a path in the woods.

monday was my birthday and it was fabulous, thank you to everyone for their chocolate, crazy cakes, cards, etc. katie came over after school and we walked and chatted and watched grey's anatomy.

tuesday. uuhmm. i don't remember anything. probably skipped rehearsal. wednesday after school i definitely skipped rehearsal to hang out with laura and later a few other people. thursday i helped ram and tyler make gsa signs with incredible taglines. and gandolf.

friday i had my moonbounce party, and it was one of the best nights in a while. laura came over after school (after we finally went to rehearsal) and we took a nice walk. then there was a lot of moonbouncing and food. i fought rick, brian made bad jokes, there was dancing in the driveway and tummy-rubbing and horrible harmonizing and hug-a-bear. possibly my best birthday party. probably. definitely.

katie, angela, laura and emily slept over afterwards. it was really cute. we watched tv and lay on the floor and laura made terrible faces. everyone woke up too early. angela, emily and i went on a walk and thought emily was sucked into a parallel dimension.

confirmation retreat. i was so tired it all felt like a dream. i remember a rapping priest who said "what's up? jesus, jesus is up!" a few times i fell asleep. the step-dancers were cool. bad food, waste of time, home.

tomorrow i'll be joining doc serow, ms. savin, michael and dr. munich at a play. ha!

i need sleep.

you're just a sucker for the ones that use you

2006-09-17T20:58:11Z

oh god, delilah, why?

thursday, the tobati video made laura and i cry. later, other things made me cry so i spent the better part of the day avoiding contact with anyone. after school there were auditions but i didn't want to go so i travelled with alex for a while before going to tell stories. my story was only funny to me, but i'd been thinking about it so i wanted to tell it. went home, took a walk, called katie and got back to being a little more logical.

friday seemed very long. during photography i hung out with ms rushford for quite some time. then, after school, laura and i sat on the the friendship wall for a while before joining a lot of people on the green and later in mr. baldwin's office. a fun drive home with emily, stella and miriam complete with flat tire. emily and i went home and then to

COBRA STARSHIP. haha, we had a very very good time. watched ren's band, matador, which was rad. also rad were ren's dance moves. a complete stranger asked me to be his date, ran into the famous tucker, got a delicious chocolate mess from ren, contributed to a kissing booth and bought a cobra starship shirt. there were some horrible/hilarious rappers. spent some time with spencer, alex and jon. when cobra starship finally played, they were so good. i made some lovely videos. rain, phone, beautiful, home.

emily and i took a nice walk back at my house and at LOTS of flavor ice and watched "she's the man." when emily went home, i went to katie's house. we walked to the waterfall and then to buckley, where we swung and ate chocolate and admired the beauty of the playscape. we had some chinese back at her house and i came home for birthday cake.

today i was not really in the mood to go anywhere, so i woke up really really early, did work and went shopping with michele. it was very enjoyable.

i suppose this means tomorrow is my birthday. i hate birthdays. i always get excited for my birthday, since its an excuse to eat cake, but in the end they just make me too sentimental.

there will be a party, nevertheless.

i felt i was on fire with the things i could have told you

2006-09-13T22:19:55Z

i just assumed that you eventually would ask.

on monday i was unusually cheery, and asked for hugs and wandered around alone quite a bit. i think this was the day i sat with laura on the middle school green. a fine day, i think.

tuesday was pretty average. i can't think of any defining moments in school, but after school i took a nice long walk up to the construction site and car path and took a lot pictures. it was very, very relaxing.

today was wednesday and it was the first real wednesday in school and it wasn't half bad. after school laura and i walked to troutbrook, came across chris alex and max. laura and i sat on a bank and had a chat.

things seem to be a lot more touchy lately. i'm tired of tiptoeing around people. i'm tired of people in general. lately, i've mainly just wanted to be alone.

forgot my tobati interview. auditions tomorrow.

suit and cereal etc party on saturday. ask me for information.

there are many many years.

nine times out of ten, our hearts just get dissolved

2006-09-10T23:05:53Z

week one is over.

let's see. wednesday was terrible, completely horrid. it took so much chocolate to get through that day. thursday was a little better. well, i guess it was quite a bit better but still pretty strange and upsetting. i sincerely hope that this year doesn't end up being characterized by panic attacks. doc serow was the highlight of the first two days.

friday was much better than wednesday or thursday. school was nothing extraordinary, though i did finally talk to laura schatz for a considerable amount of time. after school, i walked to whole foods and then troutbrook with laura, alex and chris. we walked back to k-o and sat chatting on the green with michael, catherine, ross, sam glix, zach, heather and ram.

ram, michael and i headed to michael's house, where i attempted to play halo and failed miserably and we ate some foodstuffs. zach came and we went to the fantastic wapping fair. there was a tractor pull, some pig-racing, a sad fried dough vendor, lotsa pie and quite a few people i know. once the fair got dull, we drove over to stu's to see the tail end of a party.

saturday morning i had to wake up very early and spent the rest of the weekend in new jersey. it wasn't as bad as most family functions. the catch phrase of the weekend was "putignano." a few fights, took a lot of pictures of my adorable cousins.

right now i'm skipping confirmation. so, ha.

with the second week of school starting, i'm restocking my chocolate supply and hoping for the best.

tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow

2006-09-05T23:02:20Z

change you, change you, change you.

on saturday i headed over to angela's in the midst of a rainstorm. i hung out with her parents for well over an hour while the power was out. the power came back, angela came home and we went to big y to get ice cream. we got, in fact, lots of ice cream, which we ate which watching confessions of a teenage drama queen. after that we watched a little of sabertooth! but were too tired to finish it and went to bed.

sunday morning we woke up, chatted quite a bit, watched some fab cartoons and had more ice cream for breakfast. at 2 we headed to spencer's house. spencer and alex were music-ing it up in the barn. angela, alex and i took the golf cart and drove around while spencer david and jon rehearsed. there was some field frollicking and later spencer and david joined us in the field/golf cart. back to spencer's house, where we ate a lot of chex mix, which angela eats with everything. blech.

we watched harriet the spy, which is a movie i underestimated, and cool world, which is just as weird as i remembered. david left, spencer fell asleep and the three of us went for another walk. i was too tired to do much, so i went back up the hill and slept.

on monday morning we generally hung around, took some golf cart rides. after alex left, spencer, angela and i had some amazing trampoline time. really, it was just so enjoyable.

home, uh huh, yeah. later i went to laura's but that was pretty weird since there was trouble. had a bit of a panic attack, so i made michele buy me chocolate to feel better. tried watching degrassi but couldn't sit still. called katie and she made me a little less anxious. i neeeed her.

today was orientation. we did a scavenger hunt and i love my new adviser/advisee group (doc serow). however, i don't think i was ready to go back. last week i was definitely ready, but when i went to school today i just felt scared. i got so nervous, in fact, that i ended up feeling sick and hyperventilating and couldn't eat lunch.

i don't know what i expected, but this wasn't it. oh god, i'm scared.

you have a pretty, shiny, white smile

2006-09-02T15:43:37Z

however.

on tuesday night katie picked me up and we went to rent some moo-vays. we made nachos, ate flavor ice and watched mysterious skin and y tu mama tambien. after some sleeping, we watched me and you and everyone we know in the morning.

wednesday afternoon laura came over and we took a walk on a new trail, which ended up being very nice. we went back to my house, looked at baby pictures. my uncle came and took pictures of us, which we realized would be really weird and funny later.

then people showed up for the goodbye to eric and deirdre party: michael, caroline, eric, heather, evan, ram, alex, max, emily, deirdre. later stu came and brought his friend asian sarah. there was too much food, we sat on my lawn and chatted until much later we stood around my kitchen and then the playroom. once quite a few people left, there was a walk to the construction site. heather slept over and we did a lot of talking.

on thursday, after heather left, i finally wrote my essay and had a nice relaxing evening to myself.

friday katie came over spontaneously. we made a delicious lunch and took an extended walk through the path that laura and i found. oh my katie.

friday evening laura and i headed off to fern for the picnic, but realized once we got there that we were in pretty bad moods to be picnicking, so we didn't really join in. sorry for the moodiness, all. laura, max and i walked to the center and hung around for a while since we had no money and then laura and i came back to my house to sleep. she left this morning.

it's the last weekend of the summer. i'm spending it with kid's company people, which i'm really excited about. i think i need to get away just a little before school starts.

etc.

2006-08-31T22:21:56Z

fuck the sheer competency of fork and spoon and knife

2006-08-29T20:33:09Z

fuck the shoe.

on thursday, after leaving laura's, i cleaned and did some reading before everyone came over. alex, laura, laura, emily, max and josh. pizza on the front lawn. card game basement tv. back lawn, stars. after everyone left, emily and i talked a lot. slept in louise's room.

friday, katie joined us, phone calls. walk in the rain, forest pathways. dropped off katie and emily on the way to rhode island. sleepy.

spent most of saturday baby-sitting, bought a purse. went to beach, scenic overlook with scott and michele. sleepy.

sunday. conservation trail, high-exposure pictures. painted pottery, came home. max's house with laura emily and alex. cake. to deirdre's, bows on alex, whiting lane. max and deirdre sex photos. scrabble, deirdre's car, early morning walk to gas station/k-o. "a little late to be out walking?" football bleachers. rain.

wake up monday, lost deirdre, found deirdre. emily and i walk to cosi's, meet with julie and lauren. lunch. k-o, laura, baldwin's, odd. walk to laura's house, lost emily and julie. grapple juice. found emily and julie. law and order, phil of the future, laura 2. walk to deirdre's, watch scrabble, goodbye, walk to subway. k-o, art stairwell with laura and julie.

this morning, my bed, laura. wake up and talk in kitchen, my room, shell's room. essays, applications, interviews.

fuck the song, fuck irony.

notafrooser @ 2006-08-24T12:46:00

2006-08-24T16:56:21Z

and then

on monday i went with shelly to get her senior pictures and then to laura's. we hung out, chatted, went to that crazy hill and clearing with jeff. then we met up with eric and went to jack's, where we hung out with deirdre, emily, jack, eric, alex levine, grant and lucas. it was a fine time, especially lying in strange positions on each other in the driveway. emily came home with me and we had a much needed chat.

tuesday morning emily and i were tired and lazy, but went to the great escape with louise and the boys anyway. we snuck into the playscape and went down the terrifying green slide, won a bunch of tickets and traded them for SNAKES. laura, alex and max came over for a picnic. we picked raspberries and hung out in the playscape. laura schatz came later! alex left, and we all took a walk to the construction siiiite. there was some sex and the city later and everyone went home.

woke up and did summer reading on wednesday, got bored, michael came over and ate all of my food. once that was exhausted we drove to kidnap laura, who was sleeeeping. michael snooped through her computer (ha!) and we had a good, in-depth talk. we drove to wendy's and went to the hill again. figured out what the building at the top is. back at laura's house we watched some cartoons and colbert report before michael left.

jeff took laura and i to my house, we chilled at the construction site again. at home, laura and i made some ultra buttery popcorn and ate it while watching AZN television. hawt. i left real early this moring.

i have to go to rhode island this weekend. anyone care to join me?

oh, schedule:
1 - good life
2 - chem honors
3 - ap us history
4 - spanish 4 honors
5 - precal
6 - free
7 - ap english
8 - photography 1

make believe is much too fun

2006-08-21T16:00:36Z

it's been days.

on wednesday i met up with laura, emily and alex at the war memorial. and saw mr. mcdonald (!!!). we got subway and went to see little miss sunshine, and saw liz there. i sat in my favorite broken chair and emily and i were horribly obnoxious. we enjoyed the movie, especially how cute olive was, and how angsty that other kid was.

thursday michele, julie, my mother and i went to boston to look at schools. they were great and all that jazz but i got really anxious during the BU info session and we left. we got ice cream, saw some cows and came home.

snakes on a plaaaane. emily laura and i made snakes on a plane shirt while listening to cobra starship for quite some time. we got mildly snake-related candy, met up with alex and later ren, kurt and co. at the theater. the movie was fantastic. emily and i yelled a lot and clung to each other in terror, but we loved it. plus we had a great theater. afterwards, emily and i couldn't sleep so we wandered my neighborhood and talked about snakes.

on friday emily and i did a good deal of waiting, but finally went to jack's house. we watched some harry potter, semi-helped him clean his closet, watched more harry potter and hung out on jack's bed. leah, alexandra and phill came over later and we sat in the driveway. jivin' mama singer and red state came to get us and we went out to an odd dinner. at the singer house, we took a walk to the fire station and sat in a large field.

saturday morning there was hair dying, but nothing turned out right. my hair is now dark red-purple and emily's is brown. ehh? despite the dying confusion, michele brought us back to my house, where we were joined by katie. we were a great example in the playgroundscapefort. michele took us out to century buffet, but it was crazy expensive and a poor idea. we eventually passed out on the couch in the living room.

sunday jessie came to get us and took us to mommy's house for a little while, then to crown to see snakes on a plane, again! although the theater was less rowdy, it was no less amusing. we parted ways with katie and michele and scott took emily and i to blockbuster. we annoyed them by begging for reefer madness and following them around hissing. later, we ate grinders and my dad harassed everyone and made snakes on a plane references.

now that i am finally without emily, i hardly know what to do with myself.

inspired by true events or movie screens,
i am a one-man wrecking machine.

with my feet on the dash, the world doesn't matter

2006-08-16T15:41:49Z

and then,

katie and jessie came to pick me up. we drove around, went to gas stations and made an important purchase. ate at mcdonalds and met up with ashley and stephanie. in the parking lot of mcdonald's we found a fantastic person. well done, katie. we then got chocolate and discovered that cops don't like kids at schools after dark. after that, we parted ways.

katie and i returned to her house with jessie, watched a little television and went to sleep at some point. on monday, ashley came over and we tried to go swimming but failed miserably. ordered some chinese food. we drove to crown and saw lady in the water, again. back at home we went to buckley and did those weird back games. we watched all of the salad fingers episodes and slept.

tuesday morning we hung out some more before ashley left. in the afternoon i went home and then left immediately to meet graham in west hartford.

we drove to simsbury and climbed a mountain to see the view, but missed the sunset. considered seeing a movie, but just got candy instead and drove to west hartford center. chilled in graham's car and then came across eric, michael, jack, lucas and grant.

we journeyed with them to the war memorial and sat on the warm marble for a while. deirdre came. graham and i walked to starbucks, but neither of us wanted it so we just turned around. after graham left, i talked briefly with everyone back at the war memorial, and then went home.

not many days until snakes on a plane.

you turn your pretty head if it gets real

2006-08-13T21:28:28Z

(fiction is the only way you're dealing)

on wednesday i got married to alex levine at the farmington mini golf course. other marriages took place. we got ice cream and i took pictures on the stairway to heaven. then laura emily and i went to spencer's concert, where we watched SDL and then got horribly bored. we left the concert with alex and did a sneaky, shady, ill-advised thing. it was incredibly amusing. wendy's on the way home, chatted with emily at my house.

thursday i slept because i needed sleep badly, then went with michele to get her senior pictures done. found a job/amusement for next summer. later, michael and eric came over to swim but it rained. we swam briefly, ate food and watched comedy central.

on friday morning i watched almost famous, then went out to lazer quest with michele, laura and mah brothas. we had names like "keanu" and "whoopi" and "chuck norris." surprisingly enough, michele and i did well. the third game was craaazy and i got taken advantage of. ran into kurt and his friends at lazer quest, and then again on the highway where we did dangerous things in an attempt to exchange phone numbers. laura and i went scootering at my house.

the rest of the weekend was spent in rhode island, reading, watching movies, chilling with quinn who is 4 and referred to me and michele as "jenna" and "not jenna," and tubing.

but now i'm home.